Will Be - Jeannie Ortega Lyrics

Looking at the reflections of myself
Without a mirror I see someone else
Your laughing at me cuz you don't see my soul
You think the smile I wear says I'm happy but you don't really know
Everydays a fight
Soon i'll have no tears left here to cry
Jump to the words I speak
When will somebody hear me
I'm talking, I'm pleading I need you to understand me
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs its so hard (can't you hear me)
hear my lonely cry (i need somone to love me)
hear my lonely cry (ooh)
Why Can't you hear me
I'm catching tear drops
When i hear the phone ring
I wanna say so bad whats really wrong,
Whats hurting me
Im latching out im breaking down
Feels like my lifes crashed in around me
When I hear in the words i speak
Can you help me
Everydays a fight
Soon i'll have no tears left here to cry
Jump to the words I speak
When will somebody hear me (can you hear me)
I'm talking, I'm pleading I need you to understand me
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs its so hard (can't you hear me)
hear my lonely cry (i need somone to love me)
hear my lonely cry (ooh)
Why Can't you hear me
Sometimes I wish I could sleep forever
Cuz when I sleep my life is so much better
So busy trying to please
Be what you want me to be
I dream when someone is gonna take care of me
I'm talking, I'm pleading I need you to understand me
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs its so hard (can't you hear me)
(i need somone to love me ooh)
Why Can't you hear me
Tell me its gonna be alright
ohh hear my cries
ooohh please ohhh hoohh ohh