Not Going Back - Eli Lyrics

Oh I feel so sick in my belly
It's probably all the lies that you fed me
Why were you with him? It's cause you're scared to be alone
Told me it was nothing, but I saw it on your phone
Why did you go and treat me so poorly?
Gave you the world, was it enough? I thought surely
Told me that you loved me with your fingers in my hair
It really hurt my feelings when you said that you don't care
You said you don't give a fuck about how I feel
You really fucked up
And I just wanted to you to know that I am really sad
I don't deserve the things you said, even though you're mad
That's not a good excuse
That's not a good excuse
Oh, why do you always try to control me
I'm always honest, but you leave me so lonely
Text me that you love me while he's laying in your bed
It really hurt my feelings when I saw you give him head
You say that he's just a fuck like that makes it okay
You really fucked up
And I just wanted you to know that I am really sad
I don't deserve the things you said even though you're mad
That's not a good excuse
That's not a good excuse